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LI am an active homosexual and I spend most of my time going to public lavoratories for sex and cruising for sex in various parks and cemetaries around the London area. The thing I most enjoy doing is taking it up the tradesmans entrance, in other words, taking it up the back passage. I prefer active guys who are reasonably well endowed and who are willing to satisfy my insatiable desire to be penetrated from behind, doggy style. The most number of men I have been penetrated by in a single day was fourteen which made me feel well used and quite sore in the anus but it was well worth it because the pain of buggery left me feeling numb all over my body but even though I was feeling sore I was still aching to be buggered some more. I like to take it from guys bare-back which means that the guy buggering me is not wearing a condom which puts me at considerable risk of catching AIDS or Hepetitous C but I am prepared to take the risk because it just isn't the same when someone is buggering me whilst wearing a condom. Part of the pleasure I experience in being buggered is the thrill and danger of playing with death in that it may give me a fatal disease. I have not had an AIDs test for several years and am reluctant to go for a test because it may show me to be HIV positive and I would rather not know whether I have AIDS because if I knew for certain that I had AIDS then that that would have a devastating impact on me. I realised that I was a homosexual when I was eleven years of age when I started having sexual fantasies about being buggered by men and felt sexually attracted to men. At the age of eleven I started to play with my anus and in particular I enjoyed the sensation of putting objects in my anus like a broom handle, or toothbrush or fishing rod handle. I did not like playing with my penis very much but I particularly enjoyed putting my fingers into my anus. I have never had any regrets about my sexual orientation although I knew that I had to keep quite about my sexuality and sometimes had to pretend to be straight to my parents and my school friends for fear that they would ridicule me if they found out. It can be very frustrating when you fancy somebody and more often than not they turn out to be straight rather than gay. My preference is for black guys, orientals, asians or arabs but in practice I am not all that fussy provided they are easy going and likeable. Being a homosexual you are either dominant or submissive, i.e. active or passive, top or bottom, in other words butch or gentile. In my case I am passive and I particularly take pleasure in being buggered. As a passive gay guy I am very happy to be penetrated from behind. When I was first buggered it did hurt and there was lots of blood coming out of my anus but after I tried it more frequently the pain subsided as my anus became more used to taking an erect penis. I have now been buggered so many times that my anus is quite loose and I am able to take quite big cocks up my rectum without any pain whatsoever. If I haven't had sex for a long while I sometimes practice buggery using my vibrator to make sure that my anus is loose enough to accommodate an erect penis quite easily. I used to apply lubrication like KY-Jelly or Vaseline up my anus before buggery but nowadays my anus is so accustomed to taking cock that I don't have to bother applying lubrication anymore. I frequently go cruising in places like Clapham Common, Hampstead Heath, Abney Park cemetary, Brompton cemetary, Scratchwood Services car park. The best times to go to these places is late in the evening after eleven O'clock. The best way to befriend somebody when cruising is to walk towards the person you want to have sex with and try to make eye contact with them, smiling at them and then move your hand over your crutch in a sexual manner in order to suggest a desire for sex. If the other person smiles at you and makes a similarly sexual gesture then you can start to chat to them by first saying hello and then make some small talk before asking them what they like to do sexually. If both of you agree to performing a sexual act that you both desire then you will find a secluded area, preferably an area surrounded by bushes or trees so that you can have sex without being spotted by the public. I am a bloke who gets a thrill out of wearing women's stockings. I love secretly having stockings on under my jeans when I am out with friends. I dress up at home too but as I live with my parents it's getting a bit too close for comfort. They've nearly caught me a couple of times. My rectum has two main uses. The main use is to pass out faeces and gas, but the other use I have for my rectum to use it as my vagina by taking cock up my arse. For many people taking a cock up the arse for the first time can be a very painful experience but with practise it becomes easier. When someone is buggering your arse you should try to relax your anus and not resist entry because the harder you resist the more it will hurt. The best approach is to relax your anus as if you are trying to do a shit and this will loosen up the anal sphincter muscles allowing easier entry. If you are tense and worried that buggery will hurt then it will only end up huting you even more because by being anxious and worried about the pain you might experience you will only cause your anus to become tighter which will mean that the person penetrating you will have to apply more pressure in order to penetrate your anus and this can tear the delicate lining of your anus which will make buggery painful. Buggery can cause the anus to bleed and if the anus is not used to buggery then the bleeding can be quite profuse with blood gushing out everywhere. Do not be disturbed if your anus is bleeding during buggery because it is a sign that you have been well used and penetrated hard and endured a good strong penetration up the anus. Your partner who is buggering you will view the blood streaming out of your arse as a sign that he has buggered you well and hard. Part of the pleasure of taking it up the arse is in being submissive by adopting a submissive posture and letting yourself be used and abused by someone else. The other enjoyable aspect of being buggered is that the act of buggery is taboo and by taking it up the arse you are doing something that is frowned upon by many people and so it is a form of rebellion against society. For those people who are worried that buggery will be painful these people can practice buggery by shoving a vibrator or dildo up their arse several times each day in order to loosen the anal sphinctor muscles and get the rectum used to taking a cock. Before inserting any object into your anus you should make sure that your rectum is empty of faeces by going to the toilet and doing a shit. Prior to penetration apply a little lubrication up the anus and then slowly work the vibrator in the out of the rectum. Push the vibrator in as far as it will go up your rectum and then pull it out completely and then slowly push it back up your rectum again and so on. Do this slowly at first and then do it faster and faster. It is important that the vibrator is used to loosen the anal sphinctor muscles by pushing the vibrator in and out through the anal muscles so that the anal muscles are stretched and forced open repeatedly. Keep forcing the vibrator in and out of your anus until your anal muscles become very sore indeed, almost to the point where blood is starting to seep out. It is only when the anal muscles experience tearing and severe abrasion will the positive effect of using your vibrator be achieved because the abrasions and tearing of the anal muscle lining will cause the anal lining to become thicker and more able to cope with being penetrated in the future. Once your arse has become very sore after extensive use of the vibrator you should let your anus recover for the rest of the day thereby giving time for the abrasions to heal so that the next day you can resume using the vibrator again.